Life

Why is life so hard?....
I ask myself that everyday.
So many times i believe that I have the answer but the more I live the more I realize that I have no idea.
I don't want to live such a complicated life but I do
and it seems like there's no one to turn to
I feel so alone and I need guidance
I thank God for Jesus and his mercy because all the hell I have been goin through lately has been eased by his grace and mercy.
I remind myself daily that he will never put more on me than I can bear and now I am ready to turn all this over to him.
I dont really know what to do and I think that I have done too much already.
Why did I ever think i could do this on my own/
When my Friend said now is the time you should draw nearer to God i said yeah and didnt take her at her advice
But now I realize that's the best advice I could have
I also know that if i want things to change I can't stand here I have to move on with my life and just take each day as it comes
Becuase not everyone's gonna agree with what you do regardless of what you do so you might as well just go ahead and live your life for you.