Life

Why is life so hard?....
I ask myself that everyday.
So many times i believe that I have the answer but the more I live the more I realize that I have no idea.
I don't want to live such a complicated life but I do
and it seems like there's no one to turn to
I feel so alone and I need guidance
I thank God for Jesus and his mercy because all the hell I have been goin through lately has been eased by his grace and mercy.
I remind myself daily that he will never put more on me than I can bear and now I am ready to turn all this over to him.
I dont really know what to do and I think that I have done too much already.
Why did I ever think i could do this on my own/
When my Friend said now is the time you should draw nearer to God i said yeah and didnt take her at her advice
But now I realize that's the best advice I could have
I also know that if i want things to change I can't stand here I have to move on with my life and just take each day as it comes
Becuase not everyone's gonna agree with what you do regardless of what you do so you might as well just go ahead and live your life for you.

Overextended

Everyday the stress builds up....
We get more and more projects and work thrown at us
They encourage us to be involved in extracurricular activities but there's hardly enough time to be the basics
Everyday were given an impossible task with impossible deadlines and because we're IB we have to do it
I know that in the end this will all be good for me but now I just wish I didnt have to deal with it
On top of school we still have lives
family
friends
and God
There's just not enough time to do it all so I am just gonna have to make it all work out and multi-task my ass off
IB
Academic Team
Church
AAU
and Tennis
There's just not enough time to do it all
I wanta be like my friends who have nothing to do on the weekends except hang out but instead
I have a essay
a translation
MYP
and a comop-sci program due...
I am so overextended
and I am just hoping that I done get streched so far that I break